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Monday, April 1st, 2002
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10:44 pm
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oh yea... this livejournal thing is exactly a year old today. party?
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| Sunday, March 31st, 2002
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6:35 pm
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So, Easter turned into a disaster. It doesn't seem bad as it sounds. Well, since I haven't seen Ryan in a day (too long for me), we decide to go to church together. Well, he doesn't show up. So, I was expecting his call... and I still am. Well, five hours went by. Also, relatives decide not to come when they're supposed to. So, we have all this food just for me and my folks to eat. I say this is the best Easter we ever had... and yes, I'm being sarcastic.
At the moment, I'm listening to sad crappy music. Don't ask why. It's just on. Ever heard of "Drive on to Me" by Elliott? It's horrible. Just horrible. If you haven't listened to it, then good. Don't. I'd rather listen to Girls with Attitude than that... and no, I'm not being sarcastic.
Boy, do I love Chunk!
current mood:  melancholy
current music: Unsung Zeros - Back to Life
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| Monday, March 25th, 2002
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9:02 pm
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Barf PUKE. It's been three weeks and I'm still sick. What is up with that? Ok, I can survive two more days of school, right? I sure hope I can.
Slacked off in classes. I didn't really do much. School sucks anyway. Moving on...
I hung out with Ryan again today. We played football but without a football. It was amusing... and funny, and yes, I'm talking to him on the phone now. He's busy strumming away on his geetar. That's right, geetar.
Group green sex? I think not! Lets keep it clean here, folks.
current mood:  full
current music: Less Than Jake - Borders and Boundaries
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| Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
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8:43 pm
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Ok, So, I got up early to hang out with Ryan. It was really interesting because it was really windy out and we hid in a slide and we were just laying there. That was great. I can't wait for Spring Break! It's gonna kick some shit.
From 5:00 to 8:00 I was doing community service. At first it sucked because... It sucked, but then it got better. We had to pack food in shopping bags for the food bank. I like this food bank stuff even if it's helping. I'm pretty sure that I'm going to do it again. I also talked to someone I haven't talked to in a year. He got kicked out of school for doing some messed up stuff, and I thought he forgot about me. Ha, well, he didn't.
Fast food, Dude Where's My Car?, and Thursday... Goody goody... And, yeah, still sick.
current mood: good
current music: Thursday - Standing on the Edge of Summer
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| Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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7:47 pm
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ACHOOO! Woot, excuse me. I still got a cold and it sucks. School was blahish as usual... except for gym. It was pretty fun. Ryan and I played some game. I think I won :P
After school, I went out to hang out with Ryan and bumped into Krista. So, we walked together and bumped into her brother riding his bike somewhere. Krista left to go to the park, and we did the same. So I pretty much hung out with him the whole afternoon. It was great. I kissed his fishy (hehe). Rob and Eric popped up sometime in the afternoon too.
Control Freak on MTV2 is screwing with my head. Damn them!
current mood:  sick
current music: Thursday - Understanding in a Car Crash
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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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5:48 pm
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Hmm... Well, I decided to continue saying stuff in this thing. At least this time, I shooed away the fans. Yeah, right. Not like there was any. Ok, well. Let's see. Today was interesting. I enjoy pancakes. Goodbye. Yes, I am fully aware that that came out of nowhere.
current mood:  thirsty
current music: Bottom Line - Happy Ending
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| Friday, December 7th, 2001
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10:53 pm
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Almost a whole week without posting! I'll go through the week with things I remember. It was a very stressful and interested week.
Monday: Krista and I tried not to talk to each other for the whole day, but we couldn't. Yes *sigh* we are friends again.
Tuesday: People have been telling me that Ryan likes me, but I highly doubted it. So, I asked Steve at the end of the day to ask Ryan if he really does like me.
Wednesday: Steve was sick! I was looking forward to the answer. Oh, well. Agony for me.
Thursday: Steve finally came back. He said that Ryan said he wouldn't tell me without a reason. So, I said that other people were telling me that he likes me. There's my reason. Now, I started to like him! To top it off, Jessica and Heather both like him too.
Friday: First thing when I walk into homeroom was Steve saying that Ryan does like me. I didn't believe it. So, Krista asked Steve if he really does like me and he said yes. Then she asked Ryan when I was talking to Arielle if he likes me and he said yes. I still didn't believe it. Then, I was talking to Steve after Gym and Ryan came over and Krista asked him in front of me and he said, "Jesus! You asked me that a million times, and you know the answer... Yes!". So, I talked to Rob and, Rob is going to get Ryan to ask me out. I don't think it's necessary, but I'm getting very impatient.
Kory and I went ice skating. I wish Ryan was there...
current mood: disappointed
current music: Shoulder to the Wheel - Saves The Day
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| Saturday, December 1st, 2001
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3:20 pm
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**HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY, ROB!**
Yeah, it's my homie's birthday. Only 26 days until mine! I'm happy. I'm excited. I'm also in the Christmasy mood even if it's 70 degrees in December. All I want is an interpunk gift certificate, Spongebob stuff, and a hot topic gift certificate. Simple, really. I meant to make a post yesterday, but I was too mad and lazy.
I lost a friend today. *smiles* I lost a friend I knew for a long time. *smiles* Let me tell you one thing about me. When I say that I lose friends, I mean it. I don't hate them one day and go to the movies with them the next day. I also have a perfectly good reason for bringing that bitch down. Yesterday, Krista and I were planning at school to hang out with Rob and go to 7-11. She said she wouldn't hang out with Jessica. Ok, that's fine. I got ready after school. She never came over. Now, here's the thing that really ticked me off. She comes over today and tells me that she hung out with Jessica. I asked how come she didn't get me. Well, Jessica said, "Lets ditch Melissa" and Krista said "Fine." Let me add that I HATE JESSICA because she is a narc. I wasn't too mad. So, I asked Krista to go to 7-11 with me, and she said "I don't have money. I went to 7-11 with Jessica yesterday." I blew up like a cheap pool toy! And she also had the nerve to ask me to go ice skating with her today. So, I slammed the door in her face. Now, our 4 years of friendship is gone. Great.
Anyway, yesterday, I bought the new Mest CD and Punk-O-Rama 6. I also bought a SpongeBob shirt at Target. It was only 5 bucks. So, for that day I spent less than $25. I'm so happy. Usually, when I shop, I spend around $40-$50. I can't wait to wear that shirt for gym on Monday.
To top off my anger, my mom forgot to buy me my apple juice which I was bugging her all day for. Today just isn't the greatest day for me. *grinds teeth*
I really want to talk to Christine. Please, go online! I need to vent out my anger.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Chelsea - Mest
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| Thursday, November 29th, 2001
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10:35 pm
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evil lil smurfie: hey have you ever tried this drink called bawls?
OXoPuNkPrInCeSsX: yep hyperness
OXoPuNkPrInCeSsX: love it
evil lil smurfie: yea me too i had some today
evil lil smurfie: makes me burp a lot
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Think that was the highlight of my day? Heck no! Krista and I went to 7-11. There was no one there. We told everyone that we skipped school. Stopped by Kory's house. Weird things happen there. Hung out with Rob and Corey. Corey was jumping into piles of yucky, wet leaves. It was funny. He got soaked. I got my report card today. Ready for this?
| Science | C | | Math | B | | Social Studies | C | | Language | B |
Yeah! No sick punishment for this bitch! I made one of those cheap web pages. You can see it. I know how to make them from scratch. I'm just too lazy.
current mood:  bouncy
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| Sunday, November 25th, 2001
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1:03 pm
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This morning is very boring. I'm supposed to be hanging out with my posse today since I haven't since Tuesday, but I'm lazy and hungry. Where's my dad with my food from Wendy's? It's been minutes! I'm off to watching The Nightmare Before Christmas. I love that movie. I want the lunch box. I'm going to Philly at 4:20 p.m. Yes, I get to go the day before school. I had 13 hours of sleep so, I'm prepared. I don't know how that happened. Ok, SpongeBob rules!
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Oh dear, oh dear.
Far from being a world destroying DeathKiddy, you appear to enjoy kittens, bunnies and boybands.
Not a cloud enters your sky and all is sweetness and light for you.
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current mood:  cranky
current music: Blind, Deaf, and Dumb - Larger Than Life
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| Saturday, November 24th, 2001
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12:55 am
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Thanksgiving was better than what I've expected. Stephanie and them kids were all upstairs for the rest of the afternoon, and I was having a talking frenzy with my relatives. Well, the relatives that I didn't really like didn't come. I had a really good time. As usual, I pigged out on that ice box cake. Oh my.
I did too much today. I went to D&B. Then, I went to a hockey game in Philly. There were a lot of penalties for fights. There was even one fight between the fans. I was outside and this bald guy and this other guy were punching each other. The bald guy was bleeding all over his face. It was gruesome, but it amused me a lot.
I have plans for tomorrow. I'm going ice skating with Kory. She has new ice skates. Andy might come, and Krista might come. I don't really care if they come or not. What a friend I am. I'm also supposed to do a umm... "project" at night. It's illegal. That's why I have to do it at night. I might not do it. It depends what kind of mood I'm in.
I'm addicted to this Jimmy Eat World CD. That's all my listening to. This is the only time I'm not listening to it because I'm too lazy to get my walkman in my room. It's not even the kind of music I usually listen to, but it grew on me like a fungus.
current mood:  tired
current music: One Dream at a Time - Sloppy Meateaters
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| Wednesday, November 21st, 2001
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7:05 pm
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I did not know that Thanksgiving is tomorrow. I am so behind! I hate Thanksgiving. It's the most boringest (not a word, I know), longest holiday of the year. I only go there for the food. Especially when Stephanie's there, I always wish I never came. Just think: Straight A student, glam clothes, not a problem in the world, all so perky girl. Here's me: Almost passing student, uhhh... different clothes, all the problems in the world, perky when want to be girl. You can guess where the attention goes to. I don't really care. I usually take naps on the couch until the food is ready.
I got two new CDs today. I was only supposed to get one, but my dad let me get a spongy *hint hint* bonus CD. Now, I'm the happiest little girl ever. Here's what I got.
Jimmy Eat World: Bleed America: This album is really good! I recommend everyone to buy it. The guy at the register was doing flips saying "These guys rock! You're gonna love this!". I always feel warm when people appreciate my music taste.
SpongeBob SquarePants: Original Theme Highlights: Oh do I love the SpongeBobness. I found out that you get three free SpongeBob stickers when you buy it. Seven songs of pants ripping, shoe tying, Texas swooning, nautical scaring, rock-n-rolling fun songs.
The last two days, Chelsea and I were really (I mean really) sick. We were having a duet of coughing, sniffling and sneezing in our classes. We are so alike. We both think that our house is a hell hole, and we would rather go to school than stay at home. This girl is like my twin that doesn't look a thing like me.
Today's a good day besides the fact that I fell really hard on my ass when I was ice skating. It seems people are having love problems except me. That's a first. Loneliness has a good side now.
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Your House - Jimmy Eat World
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| Sunday, November 18th, 2001
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6:17 pm
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ALL THE SHIMMERS IN THIS WORLD ARE SURE TO FADE AWAY AGAIN...
School tomorrow! I don't know why I'm so excited. Jared gets to go on a class trip. That lucky basterd. We've got a hell of a short week. I have Thursday and Friday off. Boo-ya! No CCD either. God, I hate that, but I have to work in the Church office on Tuesday. It's just a bunch of filing for a hour. Yuck. I have guitar practice tomorrow. I need to practice my song. I haven't done that for three days.
Strange things are starting to happen, and I don't know how to handle them. It seems as if I don't know anybody anymore. But hey, life is like that. It gets fucked up even more than the day before. Sometimes, we don't even know it because we are so used to the little mishaps. I'm not.
I am 35% ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET.
I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!
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 [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<br \>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <b><center>ALL THE SHIMMERS IN THIS WORLD ARE SURE TO FADE AWAY AGAIN...</center></b> School tomorrow! I don't know why I'm so excited. Jared gets to go on a class trip. That lucky basterd. We've got a hell of a short week. I have Thursday and Friday off. Boo-ya! No CCD either. God, I hate that, but I have to work in the Church office on Tuesday. It's just a bunch of filing for a hour. Yuck. I have guitar practice tomorrow. I need to practice my song. I haven't done that for three days. Strange things are starting to happen, and I don't know how to handle them. It seems as if I don't know anybody anymore. But hey, life is like that. It gets fucked up even more than the day before. Sometimes, we don't even know it because we are so used to the little mishaps. I'm not. <center><B>I am 35% ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET.</B><br> <a href="http://www.fuali.com/Online_Tests/INTERNET-ADDICT/"><image src="http://www.fuali.com/Online_Tests/INTERNET-ADDICT/2.jpg" border="0"></a><br>I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!<br><br><a href="http://www.fuali.com/Online_Tests/INTERNET-ADDICT/">Take the INTERNET-ADDICT Test at Fuali.com!</a></center> <center><img src="http://shite.squirming.net/afflictiontest/rabies.gif" title="I am Rabies. Grrrrrrrr!"><br \><a href="http://shite.squirming.net/afflictiontest/">Take the Affliction Test Today!</a></center>
current mood: mellow
current music: Nineteen - Buck-O-Nine
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| Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
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9:40 pm
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evil lil smurfie: i got popcorn :-)
evil lil smurfie: you want some?
Gimpykid26: yes
evil lil smurfie: ok ill throw it and you catch it in your mouth
Gimpykid26: ok
evil lil smurfie: ready?
Gimpykid26: throw
evil lil smurfie: did you get it?
Gimpykid26: it hit my nose
evil lil smurfie: lol lets try again
Gimpykid26: ok
evil lil smurfie: ready?
Gimpykid26: go
evil lil smurfie: did you get it this time?
Gimpykid26: yup
evil lil smurfie: YEA!!!!!
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We have the weirdest conversations. Gotta love him.
Christine typed a letter for me. It's about how I'm a great friend to her and she'd sacrofice you life for me. That was so sweet. I almost cried. She made my day.
Andy is so mean. He was walking around the school 6th period, and he saw Gregg in the art room sitting alone with his head down. He had the nerve to yell out "Gregg! You're gay". He looked up and Andy ran. Grr on him.
current mood: touched
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Today's a snore. I stayed after school, too. TORTURE. I was somewhat distant today. I think I have a reason why, but I don't want to say it. I don't want to admit the fact that I'm in need of someone to love. God I hate love, but it always has to trick me into something. I've gotten so used to it, and when there is no love for or from me, I get all distant and into the "leave me the fuck alone" mood. Yeah... I could be jealous of all those happy people. Ok, I'm going to snap out of it. I just feel like shit at the moment.
What's with The Arena Drive? They haven't been doing anything since the beginning of September. Oh, do I miss their shows. I miss them way too much.
Additional note: forever is a difficult word.
current mood:  confused
current music: At Your Funeral - Saves the Day
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| Saturday, November 10th, 2001
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8:41 pm
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Christine's birthday is tomorrow. I'm practically broke. So, I bought her a pair of Hello Kitty socks, and I'm making her a SpongeBob card. This is good because I think I'm the only one that remembers it. I have to make this card extra good or I don't know what I'll do to myself.
I slept over Krista's house last night. She has the most dysfunctional family ever. I think I'm afraid to go back. Her brother went ice skating last night, which everyone one of my friends did except me. I went ice skating today though. Not a lot of people were there. That means good for me.
Something really bad happened yesterday, and I am still.... pissed and afraid. I don't want to give any detail about it, but I HATE Ryan. What he did to me was wrong, and how he treated me was wrong. I think he expects me to think it never happened, but I swear I will not do that. I can never ever look at a guy the same way again. It's weird because everything bad is happening right now, and I'm acting like a total bitch about anything. I can't really explain it, and you know what? I don't need to.
I went shopping Thursday and today. I got the New Incubus CD. It's pretty good. I like my other one a little better. I got a pair of pants that ripped. My mom is going to sew it. I also got a pair of socks and earings. I've been shopping way too much.
current mood: cranky
current music: Beer - Reel Big Fish
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| Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
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3:42 pm
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I can play Motivation Proclamation on my guitar now. It's ok. I just need a little more practice. My mom is so annoying. All the time she goes "Oh, let me know when you want to quit." God, she can't understand that for once I have something I am interested in. I have a whole record of activities I quit, but that's going to stop. I love my guitar, and I'm pretty sure my guitar loves me.
I had one of those bad hair days when your hair doesn't look bad, but you're always thinking that it is. It was in four different styles today. Then, I got really tired and didn't care. It's in a bun right now, but I'm going to take it out. This makes me wish I was male.
Everyone loves me in my glasses. I like them too. It makes me look dorky and different, which is the direction I want to go. I haven't had one complaint yet. I think I'm going to wear my contacts again, but I don't plan out doing that anytime soon.
My mom yelled at me for having my stereo on too loud. She yells at me for that everyday, but this time she really yelled at me. I think I was playing Slipknot, and she barged in and threw a storm. Reminds me of a song...
Get the hell out, get outta my room
And take your hands off the volume
I need to shout, get outta my room
Leave me alone, get outta my room
current mood: full
current music: Get Outta My Room - The Donnas
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